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08/18/2025

I have black hair now. The green hair messed up my self worth. I am more confident with black hair. Although July has been the worst. I got so depressed. August has been a recovery month. I have been resting aside from my daily duties. I have spent a lot of my time reading. I finished Fourth Wing and Loved it. I started Iron flame and just a few chapters in, the main female character is being a little annoying but I will push through. I heard its worth it. September is coming up, a reminder of ageing as it is my birthday month. I will be 29. Change is scary and sometimes I want to go back to ealier times. The times in the 90s and early 2000s were such a vibe. I can imagine that makes me sound so old but everything now seems so corperate and bland. I MISS COLOR. Even in the 2010s, there was color in the fastion and design. 2020s just seems sad. I want to bring color and life back into my life at lease.

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06/30/2025

My hair is officialy a pale green. I shall change it to black soon! I am hoping it will go better. I never wanted it to be green. It is something I am insecure about and so more often I choose to stay home. The other reason is because it has been really hot around the east coast. I did get a chance to swim in a pool with my Husband. It was really nice! I also took adventage of the sale bath and body works has right now. I got a few spray mist they have. I have been in a weird space with my mental health so I am hoping to overcome that and be my normal self. The past two weeks feels like I have been focused on surviving. I feel a shift today and hope to enjoy the little moments.

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06/08/2025

Every seven years, you are a whole new person. I am 28 years old. That means I have been four different people. I am entering a new stage of my life and its scary. I got married, legally changed my entire name, and learned so much about myself. Change is scary. I picked up so many hobbies within three months. I am trying different things like jewelry making, writing a book and now coding. I don't know what I am doing, but I guess no one really does, I guess. I tried to color my hair on my own. I wanted it to be light purple but it washed out because I probably did it wrong. I had a Transylvania color as back up and it turned out fine. Its turning green after a few washes. I will fix it soon enough and on the bright side it kind of looks like mermaid hair! With all that being said, I welcome this new person I am.

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